LoneLy GurL

Moving blog

2010-03-26T22:23:00.001+08:00

Dear Readers,

I'm moving my blog soon, won't be blogging @ this url anymore.

Sentosa

2010-03-25T14:32:00.002+08:00

Morning send daddy to work,
went sentosa for a walk..
Hee too bored & started drawing.

-----ME-----

-----Dardar-----

-----And We----- =D

Patchi

2010-03-24T16:26:00.003+08:00

Patchi Patchi Patchi Patchi Patchi Patchi Patchi~
My Lovely Patchi x3

scream out loud

2010-03-13T18:19:00.003+08:00

Read is or not is ur choice.
not happy about it? FUCK OFF!

it's only for me to change, not u
i'm always at fault , not you
i'm spoiled, not u
i love u for who u are, u don
i concern ur thought, u never
i care for ur feelings, mine who cares?
i let you too much, u take it for granted.
i dun let u abit, u scold me for being selfish
i love ur family, u hate mine.
i wont feel hurt, u will
i wont feel lonely, u will
i go home is my fault for leaving u
going ur house is a surely must thing.
i know ur parents like me,
but i have a family myself.
dun expect me to split myself into half?
i spend my time with you knowing i'm breaking their promise,
to you is correct isn't it? you want that to happen.
you'll never care even if my family breaks off becox of me.
to you, i can only listen to you than my family?
what am i to you? a dog instead of a girlfriend?
i dun think other guys would trest their girlfriends like this.
controlling is just too much.
i cant cry infront of u,
i cant say out this in my heart,
even if i'm hurt i also cant say out.
always want me to change, you thought i who?
all u love is me being others not myself.
how long more do i need to lie to myself?
why must be the one who is acting like others?
go find others u like instead, that might be better.
does true love counts how much u gave in / return?
no, it's the 1st time i heard someone saying he has limit giving in.
what does this shows? it's isnt true love at all.

Complicated

2010-03-13T18:04:00.003+08:00

Everything is getting complicated.

My Future Path.
I'm still not sure what kind of course to choose to futher my studies.

Family Matters.
My family is breaking in any moment of time, no idea what will happen next.

Relationship.
The one of the hardest thing to handle in life which I fail to understand.

What's Love

1.Love is a Choice. That is, we are not drawn into love as by an invisible force.
2.Love is expressed in Sacrifice.
3.Love is Discriminatory. Love discriminates in favor of the one loved.
4.Love Stands Alone. It means that true love is not simply a response to
the love of another, It is an expression that is given despite the response
received.
5.Love Begats Love. This may sound like the opposite of the preceding point, both
are true. Although true love is given whether it is returned or not,
it is also the case that true love will bring the response of love from others.
Everyone will not love in return, but love given will reap love from some.
6.Love is Strong.

What's Not Love

1.Love is not Lust. Lust is a physical craving for something or someone.
2.Love is not Like. Like refers to the act of finding enjoyment in something.
To like someone is not necessarily a lower level of loving them.
Like and love are really referring to two different things.
3.Love is not Longing. By longing, I am referring to the emotional feeling
that often accompanies love. I may long to be with someone and that may
be the result of my love to them, but the longing itself is not love.
It is one of the natural outcomes of love.
4.Love is not Language. I include this because of the many gullible souls
that have identified love with a bit of sweet talk.
5.Love is not Leniency. To be lenient is to not hold others fully
accountable for their actions.

It's over

2010-03-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

Fyp / Exam is finally over. But still I don't feel free yet.
Feeling so tied up. IT's time to decide for my future.
I'm still not sure about what kind of course / work should i choose.
For example, if i continue staying in Singapore,
I might end up loosing my family. Going HK / Overseas isn't a bad idea.
Just need to make up my mind as soon as possible.
Life is not a game where you can always restart that often.
Life is short, you never knows what will happen in the next moment.
Only GOD knows but there's no way for them to tell you.
No way depending on them you end up be the one figuring out yourself.
Miracle doesn't happen. Everything is fated. Life is your own, not others.

Prawn fishing

2010-02-26T00:47:00.002+08:00

One fine day, having great mood do to project..
Went to Dardar's house.. Happily but later realised,
i forgot to bring my important spare parts of te project!
Dang! Sadded, afternoon ended up @ lakeside went prawn fishing xD

Disgusting worms, so bloody slimy.. eww..

one of my poor prawn's claw.. xD

Prawn: hi~ would you mind letting me go?

*step* Prawn: Ouch!

chiong ar fyp

2010-02-22T01:23:00.002+08:00

Time really flies, it's alreay 2nd week of CNY..
currently chiong-ing my fyp, and exam is coming so soon..
not much time left, everythings seems so near..
Struggling me X.x

nerd!

2010-02-10T03:38:00.002+08:00

OH NO!!! No no no no no no NOOOOoo!!!!
I shouldn't have touch it,
i'm regretting it now!!! Noooo!
Cry Max!
just becoz fridge too long..
keep poking my eyes, den i try to cut it..
Damn it! i really look like nerd now!!!
Noooooo~ looks funny right now.. xD
*speechless*

empty promises

2010-02-08T23:59:00.002+08:00

the more we hope, the higher chance of getting disappointed.

it's not the first time, & it'll never be the last time.

history will definity repeat itself, so don't worry.

i won't hope much since i know how the history works.

but i just hate those empty promises you gave me.

Audi

2010-02-07T23:30:00.002+08:00

yeah~ Bwahahahahaha~~~
it's been most one year..
finally, i'm back =DDD

my tako game xD
skills coming back =)
whee~~~~

next stop to spend money on.

2010-02-07T05:32:00.002+08:00

arrr~ i can't stand it already!!!!
I'm Soooo craving for it~

MY

ICE3

this isn't me

2010-02-06T11:59:00.004+08:00

i'm totally lost, this isn't me at all.
i miss the one i used to be, carefree.
i miss my home, family, friends & everything,
why must i always ended up like that?
did i ever owe anyone their time in the past life?
ever since 2010 starts with the stupid project,
i haven't been like this before,
rebel like a kid that doesn't goes to skl?
No way! this is not what i want. but i just can't help it.
everytime u need my accompany, i just agree to u is becoz i
know sooner or later we might not meet up often.
can i bare to say no? no.. it's impossible.
what happen whenever i voiced out my feelings? history will repeat.
another quarrel coming up? fight? worse, threaten suicide again?
i'm like stuck in between the one u wants me to be & the real me.
in front of u, i forbid myself to do things i like.
forbid my feelings, thoughts, emotionals & tears.
what else do i left with? corpse without all those things above?
fine fine whatever i say is just a say,
nothing can change, i just hate the one i am now.

THIS ISN'T MYSELF.

fnck up

2010-01-31T02:28:00.003+08:00

shag max siol!
just reach home not long ago..

yesterday morning pei bf chu shi @ teck whye..
Sian, want take cab no cab, take bus no bus..
wait till dulan la. see got cab all busy or hired.
got... got green one, but they saw u..
they pretend see no one la, fnck lor.
Reach there help out abit, damn bloody hot.
had breakfast before heading back to lot 1.
help bf see wallet, slacked around.
afternoon rest till 9pm.. fncking things happens AGAIN!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFNCKKK UP!!!
later @ night, bring bf go see doctor..
fnck the clinic so damn fncking expensive,
consultation w/o medi already $62 liao leh.. cb lor.

Haiz, nbcbcbcb de la. later awhile more going out again.
fncking project is killing me.

quarrel

2010-01-27T20:36:00.002+08:00

fuck up day.
cried alot.
bad headache.
i hate it!

the fear will stay with me forever.

stress out

2010-01-27T12:05:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!
i wanna scream my lungs out already!!!
Gosh! i'm really feel like killing people!!!
i dun think i can ta han it anymore..

I need...

I NEED GO ICE3!!!
but so broke how go? haiz.

chui xin gan!!!

T-T

2010-01-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

sometimes i keep telling myself not to voice out,
everytime i does that, it'll be the biggest mistake ever.
history will surely repeat itself, unavoidable things happens.
horrible. speechless.

redistuognitatirriatsujm'i,uoyot
dlrowsihtnievilaebt'ndluohsi
tsixereveni

formyfirsttimei'vebeensoafraid.

ARGH!

2010-01-15T02:59:00.002+08:00

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Whatever!

boy's hot dance

2010-01-13T03:45:00.001+08:00

Check it out xD

ftt

2010-01-08T23:59:00.000+08:00

good & bad news,
passed my ftt easily but in exchange,
something bad happened to me..
when on the way to ssdc,
i think i tripped over the drain cover..
fell flat onto the ground,
end up both left albow & knee bleeding..
worse still no one there to help me down..
that's why i say most singaporean very good de..

well well, i'm having strange dreams again,
it's like warning me something..
how i wish i can find out the meaning behind it..

one eye closed

2010-01-05T23:59:00.001+08:00

school re-opens, final year project started..
handling a junk of waste metals, re-buliding a car model.
we gonna have a hard time finishing it..
good luck ba~

well, sometimes something can't be said out to others..
but it's really annoys me, how long must i keep one eye closed?
i really wanna tell my parents about it.. where's my courage?
yesterday [day of my arrival],
my sister's boyfriend plans to help my sis on her project,
i didn't expect him to stay over night at our house
& it's not the first time already..
instead of helping each other on work..
they seems to be watching movies, slacking?? what fhell is this?
One more thing.. damn Nice!!
Guess what? those things they cooked and eat just dump there,
don't even care to throw rubbish & wash those dishes..
haiz, i'm speechless.. call urself Uni students?
most irritated is my sis's action.. ARGH!!!

mum not in sg, she can do whatever she wants..
BITCH!

skl re-open

2010-01-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

once again a new term is starting,
being a good girl like me won't go school on the 1st day..
cox i'm still on hongkong xD
by the time lesson end, i should still sitting on the plane.

going back, many things waiting for me to do.
coming up next was my driving lessons, FTT, FYP & my Nafa..
gonna shag to the max. Jia You! =D

bad girl of the year!

2010-01-01T20:43:00.002+08:00

whee~ it's the 1st day of 2010!!!
and here i'm announcing the bad girl of the year!!!

Is... Me!!!
Wahaha, 1st day of the year I slept till late late..
dinner when out drink a little =) *Hic*

[3 more days till my arrival =]

misty

2009-12-30T23:39:00.003+08:00

went took cable car @ ngong ping 360 this afternoon.
very misty, all you can see from up there was mist.. purely white..
at night had dinner @ jap restaurant.. shopped awhile den chiong home.
... sorry readers, i didn't have the mood to blog. just a short update.

yeah fine, everything is my ffault.
sui to have this fsister with fattitude this flife.
fcomp! FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFIISSHH!!!

hair cut..

2009-12-29T12:13:00.002+08:00

ytd went mong kok shopping, brought tons of things..
some more i brought alot of hair rubberbands,
and yet today i went to cut my hair.. short, really short..
well, it's a guys hairstyle i think.. xD

x'mas

2009-12-25T00:28:00.002+08:00

Once again..

Hoping to spend time with dardar de x.x
but only can wait till i come back..

Merry merry christmas,
Lonely lonely christmas.

23 Dec - the day where 2D'05 gather..
woke up very early in the morning,
Took 1 hour ship to Macau, Gamble gamble! i'm in love with it!
maybe it's because luck is with me bah =)
Reached home around 12+am.. very tired, but at least i won =)

24 Dec - Happy X'mas Eve..
A simple day for us, not much expectations..

I WANT CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!!!

mong kok shopping

2009-12-22T23:17:00.002+08:00

day passes by so slow, i thought i've been in hk for almost a month..
i miss you so much dardar.. hope u're doing fine..

today slept till near noon then wake up,
afternoon went mongkok shopping, sadly i'm not in the shopping mood.
all i brought is a hairband and that's it..
dinner back @ taikoo shing, happy family..
tomorrow i'll be waking up early.. going to macau..
go gamble abit.. hope my luck is there with me bah..

haiz, weird things happens again.. i'm having kinda weird dreams lately..
i keep having the feeling that my dreams are telling me something,
something that will happen sooner or later..
it's not the first time for me to foresight afew week in future..
well, this time i no idea what's going to happen.. just wait & see bah..

[12 days till my arrivall]
missing you.

neway K

2009-12-22T01:50:00.002+08:00

aiyo! now den got time to blog, i don't think i'll have enough sleep..
this morning went movie, bodygyards&assasins. bloody.
just now quite late reach home, was K-box & buffet-ing for 5 hours..
shagged. tml going ngong ping.

so cold till my fingers are like ice-cream sticks xD

13 days till my arrival } i miss you.

hk - 4th + 5th day

2009-12-20T11:57:00.003+08:00

was too tired to blog last night,
didn't have enough sleep since the day before when i went Disney..
like i said, last night's dinner with aunty amy.
had a long chat, new things about future life to learn the thinking & managing.
it's really a perfect dinner for us, expensive too.. bill was HK$3,545.

not much to blog about..
today, later in the afternoon will be going out to Causeway Bay.
to a event that helds every year in the Dec. it' time to spend money xD
not sure whether will i blog tonight, i'll try if there's time.

counting down 15 days to my arrivallllll.

hk 3rd day - disneyland

2009-12-18T23:50:00.002+08:00

totally worn off, very tired now.
blog awhile waiting for turn to bathe..

just reached home from disneyland & had supper outside.
didn't really sleep well yesterday,
due to the sounds of the stupid plastic bags..
woke me from my wonderful sleep.

today's disneyland was great though we went there many times.
played the same attractions, pictured with donald duck =)
stayed there till 9pm, enjoyed the firework there too..
it's cool, cox there's a so call plastic thing; like 3D glasses..
somehow make the light rays shine like a snow flake..
hmm, nothing much to blog le..

tomorrow, same things again.. tons of housework waiting for me..
at night, having dinner with a auntie.. yup, that's all for now..
good night readers.

[counting down 17 days for my arrival]

hk 2nd day

2009-12-17T23:48:00.002+08:00

Hey all~ =)
Elder sis studying for exam, so i manage to blog as much tonight..
coz i not sure whether i'm i free tml..

well.. every 1st night in hk, is a sure that i didn't sleep well,
so cold that i woke myself a few times in the early morning
whenever i'm trying to straighten my legs.
for today, time flies really fast.. woke around 10am for breakfast,
and start off with home-work & packing..
hee~ i'm trying something new now, knitting something but looks abit weird.
near afternoon when down to the taikoo shing had lunch,
watched a short magic show, & head down to Causeway Bay get some information on Tour.
Till 6pm, reach back taikoo shing had dinner, Jap restaurant. oishii!

Tomorrow, i'll be going to Disneyland, since i have the anni-pass.[no need to pay]
the weather tomorrow will be colder than today T-T more clothes n jackets..

Yup! that will be all for tonight. Good nights~

*dardar i miss you*
[counting down 18days for my arrival]

hk

2009-12-17T00:47:00.002+08:00

A short update.

back to hongkong, weather here is really cold.
hopefully i won't be sick so easily bah..
this holiday might be a bit busy, i'll try to blog whenever i'm free.
miss everyone, esp dardar.
count down 19 days for my arrival bah.
i'll enjoy myself to the fullest!

Nights!

Day out with sunny

2009-11-28T22:36:00.007+08:00

Muahaha~ finally the day has come where the evils unite.
Out with sunny kor =) it's been almost one year we didnt't meet up le.
Heng he drive, coz i'm late again. xD
Hee~ A sweet day.. err, dun get the wrong idea..
sweet means the food.. not him xD *evil laughs*

1st stop, went to thomson. To the dessert store ice3; read as ice cube.

Promotions going on for students =D

Had Choco holic & waffle w/ice cream m+ caramel syrup.

Muahaha~ All mine!!
After finishing all, i'm totally bloated..

Next stop! Bishan, sound so damn ancient lol. since after sec didn't go le.
Stopped for movie there.. Surprisingly cinema only 6 person inculde us.

Raging Phoenix , a thai action movie. Rating:
drunken Thai break-dancing martial arts. Not bad.

Funny parts where they're fighting at a brigde place.

Had dinner before heading home =)

Domo-kun cost S$232 so expensive.

Anyway, twilight saga : New Moon is out already.

*P.S. Thanks korkor for the desserts =D*

old blog post..

2009-11-24T22:24:00.001+08:00

Today didn't go skl.
very sleepy + no mood + headache..
didn't sleep well this few nights..
headache gotten worse day by day..
scars don't seems to be healing ..
i'm so going crazy soon..

spent my afternoon facing my comp, reading my history blog post..
and realise how different am i now, actually not much difference..
my life still very messed up.. Ups n downs everyday..
one thing make me smile while reading.. those memories,
with my dear friends that most lost contacts now..
time flies by too fast, everyone's changing.. so do i..
i'm regretting the path i've chosen now, with my messed up life..
LOL..

missing you my friend.
hopping you're fine =)

video entertainment

2009-11-24T14:36:00.002+08:00

Entertainment

old song, broken wings. was once i always sing.

Very old video. found on youtube. Very Pro! Canon in d

Quarrel

2009-11-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

Had a big fight with my boy,
unexpected things happens.

not much to talk about.

Updates.

2009-11-21T23:59:00.002+08:00

Few simple updates:

16 Nov -

After skl went bugis walk walk, find yamin's skirt for skl. When Iluma. Mya had her hair cut, totally change of style. Half way while mya cutting hair.. Yamin went off early due to some family matters. Went Orchard ION for dinner. Checked out the Christmas Tree outside ION. Quite Cool inside.
*Pictures found in my facebook*

17 Nov -

Accompanied Yamin to Penisula to transfersome stuff.. Had Myanmar food for the 1st time, Not Bad! It's nice, but somehow looks oily. xD
*Pictures found in my facebook*

21 Nov -

Yes! Finally! Dated Jenesta out xD Well, sisters ma.. So long didn't meet up le. Went Amk hub Job Hunt with Jen, hoping there's place for her to work & not so far away from her house. Headed down to Bugis in the evening. Got stuck in the Book Store for quite sometime, checking out a book titled "The Rules of LOVE". Jen was so into it xD Had dinner before we meet up my sister. Showing us to a dress shop having Promotion 60% off. but oncei stepped into the shop.. i panick. i never wear any dress before, and nothing seems to caught my eye. only one black top which after discount is $15. I like that one, quite similar with the one i brought before Vday.
Jen left us earlier.. went for a short walk @ village before we head home =)

sick

2009-11-14T21:12:00.002+08:00

weather this few days keep changing..
sunny at this moment, and suddenly rain after awhile..
if this continues, everyone's falling sick very soon..
coz i'm one of them, having flu,
running nose, sore throat and cough now.
Poor me, no voice to speak..
Hope to get well soon..

Anyway, i've finish reading twilight,
can't wait to read the next book : New Moon.
i'm just so crazy about it now. xD

driving in rain

2009-11-13T21:51:00.002+08:00

not much special about skl, it'e almost the same everyday.
ended much earlier than usual, rotted in skl.
Well, i've been wating for today.
not because of Friday 13.. Today!
i can finally have my practical driving lesson,
been waited for almost a month.
Reach early to ssdc, checked my car number, 107.
The weather wasn't good while i'm out on road.
pouring of heavy rain blurr my vision.
it's good to have such experience once in awhile.
was having great fun out there, wasn't bored at all..
didn't notice the time files by so fast and the lesson ended.
Headed home straight after driving.

Great day for me.

hair cut

2009-11-11T23:41:00.002+08:00

Was really late for skl this morning, having problems dragging myself out of bed.
class started at 8am, and i'm exactly one hour late =,=
skl lessons was quite short today, ended early.
had my lunch before i head to the salon. Cut away my long fridge,
since it's covering my eyes for quite some time already.
nice hair cut, and i even did treatment.. since it's not that expensive.
the out come was perfect. I love my hair now. =)
my hair might look normal, but when touching it,
it slips off your hand =D that's how miracle it was.

Whee~

long breaks

2009-11-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

Random pics. Hope wat ma won't kill me for that.
Every Tuesday, break time given was more den enough..
So, we used to rot @ canteen.

Yamin looks cute right?
looks more like a wat ma to me~ xD

On the way to the next class..
there's a spleh of.. well, looks a bit like blood..
but blood dun seems to have so watery..

Bused home, i was the only one on the upper deck.
so empty.

Distorted Chocolate.
melted yet i still eat it xD

twilight addict

2009-11-09T23:59:00.002+08:00

Didn't really use the comp today. just checked some mails & stuff.
Promised myself to blog, but end up my eyes was stuck on the novel.
i'm really so addicted to it.
it's the 1st time for me to actually get addicted to a novel.
Well, i LOVE IT! Even my sister find it weird for me to stuck to a book.
if this were to continue, i might as well buy the whole set of Twilight Saga.
or maybe put it up on to my wishlist for this coming Christmas? i must be crazy.
Well, the Twilight movie : 'New Moon' is coming out soon.
Can't wait to watch it too =D

Seriously, I going crazy soon.
just to occupied myself,
try my best not to miss you too much.
i miss you.

Malaysia

2009-11-08T22:00:00.003+08:00

Random Pics in Malaysia.
The place should be Tampoi if i'm not wrong.
Finally uploaded everything.

Shark on sale too.. Poor thing.

colourful fruit stall xD

cars sold in wet market.. i've never seen this before..
pple are just so rich that they can buy a car after buying things at the wet market.
can drive home straight. lol.

it's some kind of garlic.. but..
Seriously, this looks like maggot.

fried fish, extremely delicious. conbination with red wine.
the taste fits perfectly.

though the way i hold, look's like cup of blood x.X

Dinner before heading home.

Twilight

2009-11-06T23:59:00.001+08:00

it's a miracle!
well, it's the second time i got addicted to a book.
i mean novels or storybooks, not those comics i normally read.
i can't imagine myself reading it continuously,
& was and was curious of what going to happen next.
The name of that book was Twilight.
i watched part of the movie, somehow knows about the storyline,
but what suprises me was the difference between novel & the movie.
Hee~ i might sound abit weird by saying this..
but i can assure, through out these years,
i don't really read books at all.. LOL!

Haha! Cool! i didn't use the comp at all after i on it,
instead this post was updated on 7/11.
only way to see my post that are updated after the day..
look at the time... it'll be 11.59pm always.

Indoor Stadium

2009-11-05T21:31:00.006+08:00

tired day, shag max.
went volenteer work today since there's no lesson.
making of goody bags for tml's music award event..
3000 goody bags made by less than 15 people.
packed, carry up n down the stadium..
& place according to seats for 4 hours straight without rest.
had a great experience, and this is much better than SW in skl.
sweated alot though the air-con inside is max.
end of it, there's still 22box of instant noodles left over.
so we each take some home.. i took 3 box home..
and now i have one year supply of noodles.
Omg lor, eat instant noodles till you drop man..
cox each box, there's 40 packets, X 3 = 120 packets..
LOL!!!

Kallang Stadium

See took seats that has white colour thing on it?
That's our goody bags.. Proud of it yo!

Indoor Stadium - rehearsal.

3 BOX aka 120 packets of Instant Noodles.

out with onee-chan, mya n yamin

2009-11-04T16:50:00.006+08:00

1st to reach class this morning..
studied awhile then fall asleep till lesson end..
skl ended early as usual, bused 65 to Orchard ION,
meet up with Onee-chan, went to her work place,
mya very nervous for her interview xD
Not bad there, how i wish i could work there too..
my favourites, sweet desserts Awww~ i want them all!!!
Went window shopping, yamin went off for work 1st..
headed to Takashimaya for lunch @ MANNA KOREA~ had ja jang myeon.
walked to places wisma, wheelock.. even to bookstore..
Mya brought her "New Moon" book finally.. xD
Headed home after that..

Out again @ 6pm, meet up with family for dinner..
sakae sushi at novena square 2.

That's my day.

yuuki neko~ every table i sit at will have this.. xD

Onee-chan^ & Mya ^

Caramel Sands - Smaller version of Japan Roll Cake ~Oiishi~

This is my lunch ja jang myeon, before & after.

pissed off!

2009-11-03T21:28:00.004+08:00

i'm wondering nowadays why most guys like entertaining games so much?
as if without them, they'll just die/rot in no time..
well, is there really a need? coz maybe i'm not those people
who put that much interest to these stuff..
Unless it's for music like MP3, i'll still consider..
wondering wondering wondering..

Haiz, today school was really freaking boring,
due to long break time again, 2 1/2 hours no where to go to..
sit at canteen till our butts flat, ya.
slept for an hour and rot after waking up..
worst still, class ended early, shag max.
ate something before heading to AMK hub,
accompanied Mya to replace her ATM card..
window shopped awhile before going home..

the Atmosphere at is getting worse,
having some comflict with my dad. "priority matter"
Haiz, i didn't mean to have conflict with anyone,
just too tired, and somehow pissed off..
no idea why too, after that staircase incident,
i can get very pissed off easily.
maybe becoz of those flash backs.

*my headache is killing me*

4th anni, problems

2009-11-02T22:25:00.002+08:00

oh blog~ it has been almost a month since i last login.
ever since i damn headache = =
don't know what to blog or where to start,
too many thoughts spinning in my mind.
hopefully i'll blog more often bah..

Anyway yesterday...

Happy 4th month Anni with DarDar,
happy day yet ended sadly?
saw something gross at the staircase corner before going movie..
lost & found my wallet in the cinema..
almost quarrel on the day of anni due to different thoughts..
well both thoughts are actually right,
just different point of view, ya..
but if insisted on one point of view,
the other party can't say anything else but to keep quiet.
time running late so rushed cab home.
Thanks uncle for the cab fare.

And now.. comes my family problems again..
every single time, i'm the one who brings problems to the family.
haiz, sometimes i just don't feel right to be here.
that's all for now.

headache

2009-10-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

welcome my headache, you're back..
it hurts alot.. but feeling as usual,
it's not the 1st time that i'm having this kind of headache..
i wonder how long will it last this time..
my record, longest it can last for 2-3 weeks.. holy right?

life is really full of ups n downs..
there's no way you can foresight the future,
no idea what or where things happens..

some things can't be said.
it makes the world better without saying it.

mong kok

2009-10-08T10:38:00.003+08:00

whee~ back to blog~

counting down 3 more days & i'll be back to SG =)

7 Oct
woke up early make breakfast for everyone,
afternoon went to HK poly U, meet uncle for lunch..
had a nice long chat.. learned many things too =)
after lunch, sis went for her class..
daddy & me went walk walk, holding hands.. so 幸福~
尖东 -〉星光大道 -〉（Star Ferry）湾仔 -〉Bus M722 -〉太古城
went home sleep, den dinner： Porridge

8 Oct
wakeing up early as usual, breakfast..
house cleaning, packing etc.
later afternoon going out alone to 旺角..
do a quick last minute shopping before i fly back..
Tonight dinning with auntie Amy.. =)

yup that's all for now xD

back from korea

2009-10-06T22:00:00.003+08:00

hey hey~ time to clean up spider webs on my blog =D

Just back hk ytd at 12am, totally Shagged..
6 days 5 nights Korea trip 自由行..
Non-stop travelling & shopping 大出血..
spent ALLLOOTTT till i broke, FULL bloated laggauge back..
went to 2 theme parks, LotteWorld & Everland..
Shopped almost the whole seoul.. Hee~ xD

Pics will be uploaded on Facebook asap =)

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Today woke up at 10am, after breakfast..
Chiong housework, i did almost everything..
Wash clothes, clean floor.. Even cooking lunch..
Phew~ These things... 难不倒我！ Muahahaha!!!
Dinner with sis outside, had Seafood Curry.. Oishii~
Mmm went back to 太古城, walk walk @ H&M..
brought a bag cost $70.. HKD i mean =x
i love it =D

Dardar, i'll be back in 5 more days,
see you then. =)

day5 in hk

2009-09-28T15:29:00.003+08:00

Hey hey~ back to blog =D
when my daddy is asleep~ hee~

27 sept - windly
Morning breakfast as usual,
afternoon headed to THE PEAK [山顶]..
long time didn't went up there,
we usually go there once every year..
beautiful views of the city esp. at night..
Evening time, dinner at a japanese restaurant..
where you can choose the sashimi,
ask them to slice for you.. cheap and worth it =)

28 sept - Typoon 1, rainy
actually today we planned to go Disneyland.
but the sky seems unhappy, with typoon no.1
abit disappointed, instead we packed abit of stuff,
for our korea trip On the 30 Sept - 5 Oct.
so i won't able to contact anyone at the period of time.
nothing special today everything is normal execpt the rain.

P.S Dardar, i miss you! 13 more days i'll be back =)
AND...
Did you go for the NS firing thingy today??
Reminder: MUST GO ON THE 6 OCT~!

3day in hk

2009-09-26T20:42:00.003+08:00

Phew finally found sometime to blog ya..
needa rush abit now hee~

24 sept
took flight back to HK from SG..
Dardar i miss you.. i'll be back in 16days..
thought of it.. time will fly pass very fast de..
and i'll be back =) be happy no matter what happens.
xD

25 sept aka 2nd day in hk..
woke up at 8+am had breakfast at home..
afternoon went ktv with family..
Hee~ didn't really sing much..
blah~ after singing, went HongKong Park-[near central]..
walk walk le jiu went for tea-time..
den dinner @ home =)

26 sept
woke up at 9 this morning, had breakfast as usual..
did some housework.. den out we go..
to the race course [turf club]..
Well big big difference compared to SG's one..
much much BIGGER, cheaper entrance fee [less den S$2]..
n Most part of the place is air-con-ed..
not bad.. i even tio check whether am i 18 not lol..
cute right? Mmm, didn't win any of my betting..
but not bad la.. nice try =)
went off around 5, head to sha tin for dinner..
Pizza!!! Woah~ bloated =)
Mmm kays bah.. nothing else to blog le..

P.S. Dardar.. i miss you =)

notice*

2009-09-24T01:45:00.001+08:00

IN HONGKONG FROM 24 SEPT TILL 11 OCT!

might not be updating my blog till i have spare time to use comp =)

.

2009-09-22T01:31:00.002+08:00

dear blog, i've been breaking down these days.
sad memories keep flashing across my mind.
the old scars on my wrist starts getting itchy,
numbness is spreading all over my body.
bloodly images keep appearing infront of me.
i can feel the sorrows back then.
same numbness same feeling that happens to me.
when i look at my palms, the only thing i can see,
is bloody stains all over it. no matter how i wash or rub,
it just won't come out, it stays there for a very long time.

am i sick? i guess so. somehow remembering what i've done.
things i've done when i feel sad. those feelings.
are making me feel like doing it right now.
sometimes i ask myself, what for i keep promises to others?
i can just break them if i want to..but why didn't i?
becox i love them? well what's love? i've no idea..
ever since THAT day, where i lost my smile, duno what's love anymore.
they're fake to me. on the surface, i might look happy whereva i go.
but deep down, everything was a lie. u can seldom see my natural smile.
cox i hide it, there's no need to show cox u'll surely loose everything one day.
life is filled with sorrows, so why happy? why smile?
everything is just wrong, who cares? you can just break anyone's heart.
and they do the same to you.. i dun want to care about other's feeling anymore.
i'm sick and tired of it, really.

funny vid

2009-09-19T01:51:00.002+08:00

late for work? watch this..
How to get up, eat breakfast & get ready for work in 5 mins!

can't speak out

2009-09-16T23:56:00.000+08:00

Dardar 1st day of work

2009-09-07T22:54:00.000+08:00

Dardar working le..
MISS HIM LOTS T_T

Must jiayou worx..
laopo support you!! Gambatte!!

Ping jie bday

2009-09-06T23:59:00.000+08:00

Happy bday to Ping Jie & wei jun..

Due to some problems with blogger..
dun feel like posting much.

discouraged

2009-09-02T23:52:00.001+08:00

house getting more quiet like as usual,
mumm flying back to hongkong
instead of going to skl,
spent some time with mumm, send her off.
=) i will guai guai de (=

after sending mumm off, went meet dardar..
well seriously, i really dun understand why..
why must jos always follow us where we go?
like as if mark following wj & mich..
dun you find it weird? like a gen pi chong..
yes, even it's very bored for people like him,
also no need to follow us everyday bah??
like as if he's dating my bf...
i wonder have he sort of thought of how people might feel?
well, this problem lies with him..
i won't say anything thing to him,
just let himself realise bah..
but till he really realise,
i think everyone won't be happy either..
whenever he follows without a good reason,
it's damn freaking irritating to me..

went Tampines, had high tea @ Nihon Muza..
dude.. owe me money again..
only one thing i would say for this..
i'll never come back to eat for the 2nd time..

bused 65 freaking long to plaza sing,
on the way they both keep chatting..
NS, every guy in singapore must serve the country once..
i know that, but through out the whole journey,
most of the time i feel like i'm rotting there..
why do i feel that? question yourself..
reach ps.. do nothing, waste time & money,
just to see dude's friend wasting money on stupid games..
dardar continue search for place to work..
dinner @ mac, mrt home..
i'm so gonna broke if i continue to go out like this,
wondering how long can i still last my this amount of cash..
is not that i can always press it out u know..
there's always a limit on everything, once you over do it..
that's it. gone forever..

haiz.. duno what's happening to me these days..
maybe just tired bah, been seeing things for 3 days..
think it's just my imagination bah.. need more rest..

*dar* - Hope your arm recover faster =)
somethings i duno how to phrase it to u directly..
just feeling discourage by the things u say to me..
it might not be hurtful to u, doesn't mean that it won't hurt me.
it's not ur fault, just speaking out my heart..
even if u ask me what i want u to do, i'll shut my mouth,
because everytime i say something...
Things i say will just fly back into my mouth,
so i would rather keep everything in heart..
i'll try to swallow it down, n forget about it,
to prevent me from using my temper or to hurt u.

happy 2 months <3 vin

2009-09-01T23:55:00.006+08:00

dardar,
we have been together for 2 months le =)
today should be a very happy day for us..
i won't be expecting any presents from u..
just a simple outing & dinner will do..

but until..
i realise someone else joining us along..
and it's not the 1st time, well well.
as i ask why must he join us.. is..
just because he's bored n nowhere to go???
n think that it's okay for him to follow???
oh dear.. fly away my precious day,
i'm really speechless at that moment of time..
it's not anyone's fault, just disapointed.
after knowing it, i totally dun have the mood to go out.
just thought of dying on the spot, wounds too deep..
asking myself why must these things happen on me??
dragged n wasting time, getting rid of the numbness,
that is spreading to whole of my body, can't really move..
and that's the real reason why i was late..
sorry for lying to u saying i was not feeling well..
just force myself to go out even the numbness still spreading.
i acted as if it's normal, n smiled normally as i do..
i dun mean to show fake smile.. it's really hurting inside.
in front of u, i dare not say anything,
dun wish to qurrel over that matter.
hoping tomorrow will be a better day bah..

and that's my day, most precious day..
that i almost cry dead in my heart.
happy 2 months =)
I LOVE YOU<3

haiz.

2009-08-31T22:51:00.003+08:00

feeling so useless nowadays,
sometimes i just wanna die on the spot.
dun feel like thinking anything else.
having problems holding on to myself.
please dun use those words, it hurts alot.
i'm sorry, i just can't force myself to smile sometimes.

chu si

2009-08-29T23:58:00.001+08:00

just feel so useless sometimes.
can't help it but to think this way.

finally gone.

2009-08-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

Phew, finally gone. No more worries =)
Not my business to care about such things.

yamin bday

2009-08-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YAMIN aka Wat-ma =)
Pics will be uploaded soon.. =)

updates

2009-08-26T00:45:00.009+08:00

Random Updates:

Pics taken on 5Aug.
Happy bday to Alfred =)

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Pics taken on 10Aug.

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Pic taken on 11Aug, on the Singapore Flyer..
Ticket only cost S$10 for students,
not sure how long will this promotion last..
hope to go there ones more =)

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Pics taken on 13Aug.

The sky divided into 2 colour..

And... guess what is this?? found in marchie..

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Pics taken on 19Aug.

22Aug, chocolate feast =)

date with daddy (pic)

2009-08-23T23:30:00.001+08:00

A wonderful date with papa =)
update only few pic.

special lunch for dar

2009-08-15T17:40:00.001+08:00

Before opening it..

After.. =)

Ever thought of making such cute lunch for your beloved ones?
Yes i do and i DID~ so cute right?
i bet you'll never want to eat it, too cute to eat xD

Swim swim

2009-08-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

went swimming with Dardar & Jos this evening..
SAD Esther can't come along.. due to some matters..
very long didn't swim le, breathless can't dive for long..
LOL! Jos duno how swim de, doggy swim also better den him =x
he say he forgot how to swim.. even floating..
there's no such thing as forget float de lor..
Damn cold right? nice weather ma =x
went 2 laps before getting up.. =D

Hee~ Dardar so CUTE xD

ls chalet

2009-08-02T23:26:00.004+08:00

ytd went Dardar friend's Birthday chalet..
HAPPY 21 Birthday TO ZB =)

1st thought will be left-out de..
but ennd up laughing till pengz..
majong, chat chat.. ton till 3+ den sleep..
cold sia the room like sleeping in the freezer like that..

Overall Chalet Sugoi desu~ ^^

tired

2009-07-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

chui chui chui~
didn't go skl today again..
i'm gonna killed soonn..
T_T

出狮

2009-07-30T23:59:00.004+08:00

morning didn't go for first 2 lesson..
tio K by teacher when reached skl..
Stupid robotics Offset test..
keep giving name & syntext error..
Heng heng i chiong, do finish rush off..
Meet Dardar, Jos & Esther @ amk hub..
still thought reach there late,
end up they still happily eating curry puff = =
pei Esther took bus to buangkok chalet..
keep wondering why must pei them go..
when our time already so tight le.......
stupid things happen on bus. Esther~ Shy shy xD
ROFL.. LOL her whole red like baboon's butt LOL
ate something while waiting for Esther..
rushed off to ls by cab.. Help out..
but didn't really help much, coz not sure = =
after everything done, off we go.. To taman jurong 21楼..
cai qing, jiak toh.. till 11+ den back to ls..
Though didn't help out much.. had great experience out there =D
Hope can learn something there bah.. =)

Reached home around 1am, chui dao~

*my ear almost deaf*

Accident day

2009-07-27T23:56:00.003+08:00

what a bad luck day of accidents..
morning fiz bike accident, hope it's not that serious..
afternoon gary's knee hurt.. that's painful by the look..
night when i'm in the bus, bus sudden brake..
God damn my knee, hit the corner of the chair..
some more it's between the joint bone muscle there..
now blue-black le, pain when walk..

P.S. Fiz & Gary - Get well soon.

Damn blogger cant post pics =(

*i hate those things they say*

dar<3

2009-07-26T23:59:00.002+08:00

Damn you jos!! i'll hate u for making Dardar miss last bus!!!
RAWRRRR!!!!!! Heng just now the cup not with me..
if not, u die!!!

ehh...
pics will be post up soon xD

tio fine

2009-07-25T23:35:00.001+08:00

Damn it!!!! Curse the fucking serivce leader!!!
Haiz, nothing much to blog ...

promise broken

2009-07-24T17:03:00.001+08:00

broken down, silent tears flowing like a river.
instead of heart aching, a numbness feeling spread to my whole body.
i know i have no rights to say how much i hurt.
but even if i say, who else knows how it feels?
im a failure in the family, my family hates me.
im just a nobody to others, everyone hates me, i hate myself too.
im not a good friend or girlfriend,
all i know is to break one's heart & make others suffer.
i dun suit living in this world, there's nothing i can do here.
i was promised not to do anything stupid,
tried to cry alone to myself instead doing such things.
but it seems not helping, tears keep rollin down.
Hate me, for everything i do. for all those aching u have.
i really dun know how to face you.
you said for every tears i shed, u'll shed ur blood..
stop me from crying? can, i'll be back to the life like 3 yrs ago.

T_T

...

2009-07-24T14:58:00.002+08:00

didn't blog for few days le..
just a simple update..

21July
Didn't go skl.. instead of resting at home, accopanied my mum watch harry potter.
It's not as nice as those previous ones.. bored movie..

22July - Day of Esclipse.
Most 幸福 day ever.. Dardar send me to skl in the morning,
had breakfast together.. after skl, went to the beach, enjoy those breeze..
i love the way dardar slept on my lap.
wishing that the time will stay forever at that moment..

23July
after skl, went dardar's place.. had dinner at Jurong Point.

home stay

2009-07-17T15:51:00.005+08:00

Day 2: No Cold Water

Didn't go to skl this morning, had my dizzy headache when i woke..
wanted to sms Mr Han about it but found out..
i didn't have the strength to do so.. my both hands was shaking,
so i went back to sleep.. woke up at 11.30..
Whole day rest at home.. duno whether can i go for tml's celebration..
haiz..

sick

2009-07-16T23:59:00.001+08:00

Day 1: No Cold Drinks

whole day dizzy, bad headache.. had black-outs.. but never faint..
Thanks Dardar accopanying me to the doctor, and send me home =)
all along i didn't realise i have such weak pulse..
till the doctor told me so, so shocking huh.. weak body weak pulse..
Cannot touch any cold food/ drinks.. No air-con for me..
Poor me T_T but my fault for not taking care for myself..

*i love ur expression*

Day without a clip

2009-07-13T23:57:00.001+08:00

Yay~ my hair growing longer le.. fridge covering half of my face le..
Today in skl, practical lesson finally ^-^v
design circuit board, shouldering.. Mmm that reminds me of last year..
where i shouldered my 2 fingers.. LOL!! ouch lor.. Hee~
PE lesson so bored, didnnt bring my shorts.. still need run 4 rounds de..
Hee~ end up walking just 2 rounds, in the same time chatting with Dardar~
Best & Evil method Muahahahahaha~ xD
After skl went straight to Dardar house, see him camao..
den pei him go cut hair.. LOLoLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!!!
cant stop laughing.. see his hair.. Waaa SO CUTE!!! nerd nerd de xD
Whee~ Oreo Choco Ice Blend!!!! Sweetie sweet~
had dinner together @ his house, den go home..

xD

family day.

2009-07-12T23:59:00.005+08:00

Whee~ breakfast/lunch @ amk hub de mossy burger..
Had a nice long chat with my mummy =)
Went walking the basamalam before heading home..
SLEEPING TIME!!!! from 2pm+ slept till 6.30pm..
went out buy dinner back home.. Dinner with my tv =)

Audi-ed, Camao-ed..
Sleep~

Dardar i miss you!

private dipl

2009-07-11T23:59:00.002+08:00

woke up @ 10.30am this morning, stuck at bed for along time..
actually meeting ting at amk mrt de, end up meeting @ park mall..
had lunch den went for that so called "open house"..
it's more like an appointment to me.. No one de..
Diploma in Pschology, not sure whether what will my dad say..
Mmmm, dun feel like going anywhere else than Singapore..
The place i born, where i belong to.. dun wanna leave anyone..
Haiz, after the intro of the course.. headed over to dardar's house =)
spent time together for the whole afternoon~ hee~
went to get his specs too.. LOL SO THICK!!! Hahaha!!!
Mmmm, walked back to CCK mrt.. brought a very refreshing drink too..
Extra Oreo Ice Blend plus Sweet!!! LOL drink, feeling HIGH AR~!!
unexpectedly, i almost finish it within one mrt stop LOL!!!
too hao drink le Hee~ Should really try it if you love sweet stuff..
*sry dar, finished ur drink xD*
Rushed home, mum almost killed me for coming home late Oops~
Comics time, lend dardar 2 sets of comics..
i can be 100% sure you'll laugh like mad.. it's damn funny =)
slowly enjoy worx, dun spill your food over your lappy..

I LOVE YOU x3

3hours of bus

2009-07-10T22:13:00.003+08:00

Whee~ back to blog yo!
ytd too tired + lazy to blog xD

this morning woke up late, whole body like breaking apart..
head over to Dardar's house.. when on thw way,
i dragged my foots like zombie LOL.. whole back damn painful..
reach le, Sleeping time =D finally can toh on his bed orhorh..
Jo & ting came too, while i was still in my dreams..
Hee~ i dream of you worx dardar~ so sweet~ Muacksx3
woke up play cabal awhile den go eat lunch together..
pei ting Mrt down to clarke quey, crap alot..
when reached, i felt that weird feeling again..
the same feeling stuck on my wrist as if i'm touching ting's tarots..
it's been long since i had this feeling.. duno how to describle it.
ing end up went off early.. walking around..
and it's where problem starts.. stupid bus 63..
Next time if want go any place,
please do check all the info how to go there, dun depend on anyone..
really no idea how should i phrase this lor, it pissed me off..
imagine sitting on a bus for nearly 3hours..
just from Clarke Quey to Circuit Rd.. OMFG lor..
haiz.. had a little dinner with dardar..
den bused 70 home.. Tired & Sleepy =(

*i really love ur expression* xD

Ice age 3

2009-07-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

tired day,
reach skl @ 8.30am, found out 1st lesson canceled.
no one told me about it lor.. nbcb!! waste my time..
not enough sleep some more lor.. haiz, went buy drink..
den found a quiet place.. slept there till 11am..
2 and a half hours.. go class.. LOL! last lesson also canceled.
skl ended @ 11.30.. Lunch in skl, meet Esther & jo @ mrt.
Whee~ Movie day~ Ice Age 3!! Sad sia Esther went off early.
Ice age 3! DIE DIE MUST WATCH!! Sit there laugh till u bengz!
after movie, bused to teck whye with dardar, go make specs.
den dardar send me home =) so sweet right? x333
had dinner at home. lets call this a day.. =)

*why is it so fragile?*

long day

2009-07-06T22:54:00.002+08:00

Wheee! 1st day of skl =)
Oops new record yo! My flu =.=
tio kick out of skl.. can go home..

8am in the morning meet up Joyce @ amk, pass back something.
went breakfast with mum while waiting for Dardar & Jos.
Dardar so cute =x heart beat fast fast worx X.x
hands shaking also Muahahah~ So cute!!!
mum went off to her morning walk.. we went posb for some thingy.
search for specs, walk walk @ hub.. Bused to Tampines.
Jos's house, fix the DVD thingy.. Fix hao le zi hou..
Sleeping time for Dardar, slept on my thighs, so shu fu.
Shu fu till both my legs numb after that.. LOL!
Bused to Kallang for dinner. the Chicken rice there..
BEST OF THE BEST!! i finished up everything, EVERYTHING!!
went sim lim sq, look for jos's lappy batt & usb port.
slack @ BK, den bused 851 home =)

x3
Do sleep well kays~
Love you lots =)

Zoo

2009-07-05T22:58:00.001+08:00

Whee~ Went zoo today =)
Lots pics to update.. but will be on facebook instead of blog =)
will update soon =)

2009-07-03T23:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO 2ND SIS <3
One year older le worx,
Hope you enjoy celebrating Bday @ Korea oh~

Went Novena meet joyce teacher for Zoo pass..
Rot in mrt to CCK, meet vin & jos..
next stop bugis.. dinner.. go library awhile,
den walk to suntec.. blahs go home =)

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Daisuki~

outing

2009-07-02T23:52:00.003+08:00

walk walk with jos, ting & vin
lunch @ kallang. bus to tamp.
walk walk, jos went work,
ting off early, went home early.

*i love ur that expression =D*

housework

2009-07-01T23:52:00.002+08:00

time flies by so fast, my SIS T_T
JIE!!! I MISS YOU~!!!
good life man, fly back hk ytd..
today went trip to korea le..
I also want !!! Buy something back for me!!

Wheee~ housework day~
As i promise my mummy.. i'll do everything =D
Great day with housework, occupied myself well..
the house so clean =D as for my room..
it's still the same, messy messy x.x

whee~ audi-ed and cabal-ed today..
cabal finally lv 31 leh.. bored.

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jie fly

2009-06-30T22:04:00.001+08:00

Sad, Sis fly back to HongKong le..
T_T JIE!!!! I MISS YOU!!! MUACCCK~<333

imissyoutoo<3

photoshooting + event

2009-06-27T23:59:00.002+08:00

whee~ this afternoon had lunch @ Raffles Place: Shokudo.
with Joyce Teacher-[my primary school tution teacher]
=D it's been long long time since i last see her,
i think got at least 6 years le bah..
after lunch, went photoshooting with aud & her 3 seniors.
walked & take photos:
Esplanade, Merlion Park, Fullton Bridge, Clarke Quay..
1st Nervous nervous X.x 1st time, still inexperience.
after that, much better le.. heehee~
Mmm, found out something mysterious..
it's something hidden with my smile..
Whee~ after 2hours of photo taking,
went walking around @ Central C
Waaa! I LOVE Central C!!! Rock Candys!!! =D
headed over to Orchard: Nee An City.
Jrock event + Mascot Parade = Sugoi!
after watching aud's band performing,
went tamp, vin & jos.. dinner mac..
slack around chat chat, go home. =)

do check it out yo! photos will be ready by next sunday =)
=)

Tree top walk

2009-06-26T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yo! = = lunch @ Ikea this afternoon with Cai korkor..
LOL! this name sounds weird hahaha..
Went Tree Top Walk Today!!!
Waa after more den 10km walk..
I CHUI LIAO LA!!! NO MORE FOREST FOR ME!!!!
Leg going break le.. LOL!

Heys, sian at home. emo emo de..
nah, i won't be so stupid to do those things la hor..
even if i have the craving also cannot..
the promise is there too.. so i must be guai guai too =)
imu

If you watch the anime K-on
Please watch this too.. LOL

basic theory

2009-06-25T23:59:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey! Took my basic theory today..
One shot pass siol! Haha, not too proud..
Only the very 1st step nia, still long..
went out with vin & jos, bused to suntec..
didn't sleep in bus this time,
coz kena ji siao dao GG.com.sg..
wait jos for some stupid practical thing..
walked around, had my caremel ice blend..
LOL! happening day yo! [below]
after jos's stupid thing, walked to bugis,
find alice chatting awhile go home =)

-An essay for a little girl named Esther Tan YuTing-

Ever thought of why until now den i speak like that?
coz i dun bare to hurt you as much as others do.
i can assure out of all your friends,
no one else knows you inside out,
and those things you a hiding/running away from.
Can see that you dun really know me well through this years.
i thought i've told you that my mask is always on?
to take off just the mask and speak my heart of words,
all you will say is, "you change le.." LOL
maybe is i treat you too good le bah..
i wonder if you found out what most of your friends tell me..
i can assure you, sad till you can go suicide sia.
well, i won't be so evil to type it here la.
since you treat me this way, Muahahahahahha!!!
i won't do anything la. LOL!!!
Mmm think back hor, i also not bad de worx..
i wonder if i can count back how many times i help u lied to your mum.
it must be a world record YO!!! \m/

Go Go Disco

2009-06-24T21:01:00.005+08:00

Go Go Disco~
Go Go Clubbers~

myself

2009-06-24T00:09:00.003+08:00

too much of emotions..
sometimes i rather die..
i hate myself for that..
broke into tears for nothing..
i hurts so much inside, and yet..
looks perfectly normal outside..
how long must i carry this mask with me?
only few people see my true self..
i wonder what will happen if one day,
i were to take off all my masks..
my personality will change too..
den pple will say i ren ge fen ley zheng
LOL.. i end up here laughing.. = =
thanks to who? *Crraaacckkk*

Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve

2009-06-23T23:59:00.001+08:00

Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve

A kind hearted day where i donate my blood..
to those hungry mosquitoes = =

BBQ, ton + chui

2009-06-22T23:20:00.002+08:00

21 & 22 June
Morning went Ikea for breakfast.
Afternoon BBQ:
Sis's friends came Prepare things
conversation Left.out due to age gap
Mostly only chat with Sock Ee [ps if spell wrong]
Rot/Emo there eating my marshmallow
Tarot telling [da shi] sian
Rot dead for vin to come down = =
I so good save food for him sia..
Proud of myself, so wei da sia!! LOL
By this time, almost everyone gone le..
Nice one, amk ite. [if you know what i'm try to say]
Hahas~ long time never laugh so hard le..
Damn funny, non-stop laughing =D
Jo went down later night at 12+
tonning near swimming pool there.
i went up @ 2.45am, came back down @ 5+ am
went breakfast tgt, non-stop chatting, laughing.
walk to mac go buy breakfast for my family,
walk home, chui.. slept from 10+am till 6.30pm
That's my Sunday & Monday..

if you know who you are,
one thing to tell you..
you are being hate by me.

Bugis

2009-06-20T23:59:00.001+08:00

Wheee!! Had fun today yo!!
just reach home now long ago..
i'mmmmmmaaaa veerrryyy hunngrryyyyy T_T
Went Bugis, sadly alice didn't open shop..
I WANT TRY LOLITA!!!! LOL
Hee! i enjoyed today's outing with jo & vin..
i was like laughing through out =D
Vin.. u r really born to be a joker xD
Muahahas, no offense worx.. xD
until mark came.. Gosh! LOL
didn't know he woould bring a couple along..
= = sia la.. people steady, he down there light bulb..
maybe he dun even know he's an BIG Extra down there,
or maybe the 2 couples are too kind...
to even tell him what's right and wrong..
He's being spoil... hopeless kid..
head to marina sq walk walk,
see durian shell, enjoy breeze..
den go home..
*sometimes i rather be alone*

P.S Mark.. You are really a coward!
So am i right??? Regarding the chat in msn...
You Dun even dare to talk to me face to face?
NOOB! Grow up! dun be a Gen Pi Chong!!!
Leave the couples alone, EXTRA!!

i hate that

2009-06-20T01:51:00.002+08:00

feeling weird this few days..
keep having weird thoughts and
seeing things that doesn't really exist..
i'm not talking about those spiritual things..
something isn't right, but no idea what was that..
maybe i'm thinking too much?
i'm not too sure about it.

dear whoever(you know who you are),
please dun ever act like you know me very well..
you'll never know how i feel deep inside me,
and things I've gone through..
i hate it when you act like you know the world.
all you can say is god god god god god..
that will never help me..
to me you're another weakling..
that depend on God for your life.
(no offense to other religion)
Gods do exist. i encounter them before..
is not that i dun believe whatever god exist..
is i dun wanna depend on anything else except me, myself.
if you continue to be like this..
i really have nothing to say..
The price of living.. is to SUFFER..

SUFFER IS THE WORD.

Movie + Turf Club

2009-06-19T23:52:00.004+08:00

Another great day of outing..

Went Amk hub this afternoon for lunch,
after that went to apply my Atm card..
hahas, i from last year say till now den make..
Hee.. Was force to watch movie with Mum =_=
1st time dun wanna watch movie siol,
coz out of sudden they say want watch..

The Ghosts Of Girlfriends Past
Average movie, comedy and so..
3 stars for this movie..

Went home straight after movie..
get changed, prepared for the next outing =D
To Turf Club!! Horses Here I Come!!!
Muahaha!!! went reach there.. Gosh!
I'm the YOUNGEST of all!!!
SO MANY PEOPLE!! 99% of them are UNCLES!!!
And it Stinks there too, all smokers..
No ventilation.. you can really die od 2nd-hand smoke..
Your lungs will be damn bloddy black..

Hey Hey!! 1st time betting yo!
Minimum betting is $5..

Here we go:
1st betting: Lose
2nd betting: Win $6
3rd betting: Win $11
4th betting: Win $3-(from my sis)

Total money spent: $15
Total Winnings : $20
Maybe some of you might ask me why do i bet so little.
Because I'm not rich that's why.. LOL
Well, It's a good opportunity to have new experience like that.
Where should we go next? Casino?